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Slowdance yourself at sunset
In the incense smoke
To the sound of the solar inverter
You found your shoe at last
It was in the back of the cupboard
The pumpkin is in your belly
Sweet as apricot with the chicken
Someone else caught
And killed for you
You were never at home in a palace
What did the prince want from you, anyway?
It was your voice
It was the way you danced
Knowing you only had until midnight
When everything would vanish
It was the energy
That last-day-alive intensity
Slowdance yourself
Stratocumulus forms in the north-west
And the storm sweeps away your unrest.
When you wake you return
To your body
That temple
City of shadows and lights
With your eyes closed
You prepare for departure again
To that mountain
That temple
Forest of shadow and sun
With your third eye open
Listen, princess
It’s a lie they tell you
The prince will not come to take you away
But one will come,
To guard you while you fight
It’s an inconvenient truth,
Oh prince
Though you feel the safety of it in your heart
It’s the princess who rescues, as much as you
It’s the union and the distinction that saves
How can you stay here
In your body,
Your prison
Hearing scratches at your door
Dear princess
They tell you lies from birth
It’s not their fault
They can only pass on what they’ve been shown
Here,
This second
You dream you are reading
Words about yourself
Warnings, encouragement
Here,
Here
Wake with me
In your body you dream
They said you were royalty
They only knew half the truth
In your dream body you know
You are more than a human
More than male, more than female
More than two, less than one
In your body you dream
You are all the eyes of every universe
You are more than a universe
You are less than nothing
You are fullness and emptiness themselves
And between
And everything else you cannot be
In your body
It’s you,
Dreamer
It always was
You wake to your own rescue
You, in every body
Sleeping and seeing
Blinded and alive
Take the glamour off
Chipped nails,
Cracked coffin lid
I am done with grave-digging
It is finished
He told me there was no going back
If nothing else, I believe what I see
I’ll be your witness
If you make me a reliable one
Now the woman
The sinful one,
Caught in the act
I see the fault-lines slicing her
Into pieces of you, him, them
Hoard of voices bellowing
Warning
She’s a dangerous one
Marked by her desire. You keep away
Cats in heat have nothing on
Her inescapable hunger
Teeth within heart-finger-mesh
She is a net that will swallow you whole and spit out fragments
Owl-coughing wing-swoop death
And lonely
Like the lynx,
Solitary and content to pad the echoing snow-killed slopes
And never lonely
She is a heath-wren in spring
And the honey-bracelet myrtle-leaf
The dagger-tip Hakea pointing outward, and to the sky
She killed me and now I unearth from
My ashes and rain-soaked fields
Repentance
Fire baptism branding
Bark scorch-marks and blackened skin
Survival of the fittest,
The unchosen chance of the leeward
He said go
I am going.

Always Eve’s idea
To give ear to the long one
In the interests of equity
Ecological democracy
Give pleasure a chance
Reconnaissance, not romance
Man retains enjoyment
Yet perfect, pleasing, God-sent
Husband, home, employment
Become vaguely insufficient
It’s because she gathers
Novelty, her search-image
It’s supposed to serve her
The urge to collect
Into her arms the lovely, fallen
Entire orchard of paradise
And lose herself in the giving and receiving
But again she’s coming to
With its hard tongue inside her
Eyes open under thick scales
Slip-squeezing muscular
Air only a prayer away but
Dusky, half-forgotten…
Squirm out of cold coils
Back to the warm, honest soil
Of birth and rebirth
The cinnamon-scent of earth
Listening for holy footsteps
Hearing murmuring of wasps
Chasing nectar-dripping skin
And so it begins
Anew
Beside her in the furnace
Gold calf forming, reliquefying
She drinks in each burning breath
Long, deep, uniform
Sweating out the venom
Thinking of eternal love
And on the third day she rises
Sloughs the grey, blistered skin
One long, untidy tangle
Walks upright again.
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