Autumnal Infinity

audio version

Edging the night

Obsidian silence

Hot with hush

Solitude and I are long-time lovers

Forget that fact

Savour this sweet second

Autumn ignoring infinity

The hoarse whisper of sea throwing itself at sand

Air chewing the hollow flute

Of my trunk, a blackened slash

A mountain of ash,

Still burning

Remembering snow

From five winters ago.

Magickat

your tongue is a cat catching

itself in a mirror

scratching

in inner intervals

a tiny tiger

praying for prey

in place of peace

pacing

playing at placing

a piece piercing

pleasure please

your heart’s here hearing

hearth and hurt hurtling on

on onyx wings

swing westwards

wings

swinging and singing

of swans swimming

your heart is a tiger cat

your car is a hurtling death trap

your house is a hire

a high mire on fire

your chords are cords

you cut your curt curdling

meow yowling

of how howling horses

want out

out

out

all our outs

sharp shards of your claws

shredding icey floes

back in your forwardness

leaping for every shadow box

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(Darug) Ngura

If every hill

of every land was cleared

of timber,

as they would call the

Forests

and every grassland derived therefrom

turned into new fortresses

of rock from other lands

tumbled fossils and old volcanic dandruff

turned into these new caves

would we begin to worship the old beings

of Leaf and Limb,

Bark and Branch

purely for their rarity?

If every tangled family

of Mineral and Vegetable

each oikos assembled out of want for

order

food

safety

appeared to you in all their glory,

burning and not consumed

Would you be reborn with each of them?

Bone

Stone

scarcity making sanctity

Kamilaroi Calling

I ran towards space and filled it

With noises of escape

Excuses, excuses

The swelling volume of excess

Carnival squeaks of consternation

Betrayal

Until a storm I called for

Broke the silence with myself

One electric round of applause

You made us

As much as we

Hail

Air sky cracking clay

It’s the lines that make the shape

The eons of echoing void,
The godless seasons

And yearning, the amplification

That makes a voice divine.

Body Text

Audio version

Before temples there were groves

Before groves

No dressed stone. Are you listening?

Just cruising the headings

There’s an ocean leak like energy tide

Before cops and robbers,

Before baseline

There’s a king cockatoo flying roundabouts

A koala court

A vacant niche

Not so. One is always none is never done

But the pulse, quick-stepping

Change your beat, heart

Not too late to restart

Between action is retraction,

Dissatisfaction,

You never come when I call

You’re never away

A pilot auto,

Flying towards stars.

Audio version

Like a child

You re-enter the gates to confusion

The tangled, unapologetic paths

Through synapse and sensation

Was honesty ever a true friend?

Like a fox, unhurried nosing

Through spent pleasures

Recreating your dusks and dawns

By the light of fluttering eyelids

Angels at your back

Circumspection bows your shoulders

Nobility has no place in this mosaic

Shrike-thrushes advertise their husky repertoires

Until the indigo bushes nod and the night-moths emerge

You are not a queen, or even a king

But there is joy in the wind existing

Caught in your waiting ears.

The air in heat

Reduces this matter
This once living, grown dead
Into bone-coloured powder
Into black chalk
Fragrant clouds


That tar everyone’s lungs
This once occasional
Necessity we stumbled upon


Night spotted with the marsh frog
Building future selves from staccato backhands
Filling the gaps in our speech
Once as hasty with replies as yours


Cool air for a summer night
Normal for a season within a cycle
Hot breaths that burnt up the last year


It all comes back
A fire ecologist said
He’d seen, high intensity or low
Same assemblage at climax
The only difference is time


Do you gift yourself the space
To engulf that reaction
On the inhale, do you give thanks
The exothermic removal
The liberation of all that potential



Upstream

Backwards tide

The moon makes you beautiful but I will not stare

Caught by your glamour for long enough

Skin prickles thinking of your resistance

To being swept off rocks

The day I sought clarity,

Away from you

I made vows before ours

I should have believed before

I broke my skin against your walls,

Too many times

Climbed up from my grave,

Grabbing at ledges to escape

We were always going to want

We ascended together. Whatever people say

Whatever you tell yourself in the silent hours

We were the home each of us needed

For a time,

Before our routes diverged.