I saw a satinbird
Wait for a crested pigeon to drink
Perched together on the edge of the dog’s water bowl
Waiting, like my soul
To submerge herself into someone else’s sea
All the crimes of politeness
Scream from inside my cells
Maybe it was easier
Before consciousness decided
What was lawful to give,
And when taking would create a contract
Before we needed to negotiate
Every word,
Every form of contact
I sat at the river
Waiting, like the silver gulls,
For that unscheduled instant
When we would all depart
For the next patch,
The next occurrence
Maybe love only exists
In a multitude of opinions of what it is
Maybe it’s all that exists
Maybe it was easier before ideas
Before ‘easy’ became more than
Movement towards fulfilment