Spacer

Gaps between us

We need some

Contrasts for colour

Textures and tastes

To compliment,

Not compete

I confide everything to you

I can with English

Everything else is biology

Chemistry

Strings of theory

Matter that never really collides

Wave deflect and amplify and correlate

Corroborate

Common threads,

Combing out the tangles of our difference

Separateness is an open wound, always

Slashes across our grain,

An ailment of alignment,

Cross-cut junctions

We need to function

Smoothly joined when reglued,

Soothed

Sanded, oiled, fit for use

Four legs to walk forward,

One back to bear a banquet

With spaces between seats. Enough for elbows,

Knees and feet to reach across

Secret searching the underneath

For each others toes

Soles match and souls catch

Across a momentary gulf.

Upstream

Backwards tide

The moon makes you beautiful but I will not stare

Caught by your glamour for long enough

Skin prickles thinking of your resistance

To being swept off rocks

The day I sought clarity,

Away from you

I made vows before ours

I should have believed before

I broke my skin against your walls,

Too many times

Climbed up from my grave,

Grabbing at ledges to escape

We were always going to want

We ascended together. Whatever people say

Whatever you tell yourself in the silent hours

We were the home each of us needed

For a time,

Before our routes diverged.